I draw so much, I work so hard on my art, I try to be a good person to people.
But all I’m seeing on both sites of tumblr and deviantart that people prefer popularity over other things. Characters that get popular from being circlejerks, scribbles that somehow get more fame than real talent. Assholes getting so much attention and love while nice people struggle. It is the same thing. I see so many people complain about how one site is shittier than the other. Both Deviantart and Tumblr have shit people in it. you get people who scam, or run off from art trades, who think they are better than others, it is the same damn thing. And I don’t know how much longer I can keep this up. I wanna keep drawing for fun and creativity. But my motivation has just run out.
I barely can talk with people, I see them talking to others when they give me an excuses as to why I can’t just say hello. It makes me feel like I’m not worth much at all, and that so many who I cared for and put trust into lie to me. Probably no one is going to read this either or respond. God forbid if I was someone famous complaining about not buying a new game.
It isn’t going to change. People will keep acting the same on these sites. I pray that someone will prove me wrong, please someone prove me wrong. Is that too much?